Tuesday, December 29, 2009


I got the job!!!

Friday, December 25, 2009

Happy Holiday!!

It's X'mas and we are having BBQ to celebrate the occasion of having everyone at home - not the X'mas event....huahuahua...

p/s : The interview will be this coming Tuesday 29th December at 9.00 a.m...Nervous!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Gendang gengut tali kecapi...

The form for the part time tutor post is right in front of me..

I've filled in the details...

It's just an interview..isn't it?

I'm gonna do my best even though I'm very sure that I won't get that post..

Monday, December 14, 2009

Too Fast Too Furious

Life can be cruel sometimes and it is true..

At the moment, I'm not happy with how my life is..

I hate myself..

I hate the choice I've made...

I hate the fact that I've hurt many people I love...

I hate myself...

I hate myself..

I hate myself...

I hate 2009...

2010 please come faster..I need more luck...

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Nonsense Rambling

Few months ago, my Buench applied for the post of PTD through the SPA website...4 months later he received letter saying he is qualified to sit for the test (mind you there are 3 stages one has to go through before he/she gets the job and it's not permanent, succesful candidates will be offered a contract post before getting the permanent status..and it could take years..)...Alhamdullilah he passed the first stage and has just finished doing his second stage - PAC - today...The PAC took place in Kemaman..and he knows no one there....

I was worried sick because dad doesn't allowed him to stay at my house...erghh...A night before his trip to Kemaman, I've told him not to go for the test and just wait for the teacher post which will be coming out this month...He was against the idea..and we argued...

Why did I've told him such thing? and this is my explanation
He's taking the bus..Night bus - 11 p.m..He'll reach Kemaman by 3 a.m...and it's not safe to be alone at night in Kemaman or anywhere else...I might be wrong, but as far as I know there are lots of not so good people running around looking for extra cash at night..my Buench could get hurt by these people..and I don't want to risk that..

Since our last war...^_^...We made up minutes after the argument..That night (the night I said to him to forgot the PAC) I can't sleep..I'm a thinker so I can't stop being worried about him..

Luckily, he somewhat found someone who can help him the next day..hehehe..I was so relieved...To Mr Zainal..Danke Danke Danke (gerlay = deutch + malay)....That day was my lucky day I think as I found out that I graduated with a better CGPA than I've expected...

Now I have another thing to think of..Since I graduated with a much better CGPA...Mum has been asking me to aply for the tutor post at her workplace(Yes, there's no harm applying for the post, but what if I got it? I can't simply reject it)She said that I'm qualified to be one...The thing is I don't want to be an educator...even if i have to be one, I rather be a primary school teacher than a tutor/lecturer or secondary school teacher...Yes, you get paid very well being an English tutor/lecturer..I know my capability and my limits..I've gone through teaching jobs (though it's just for 3 months) and teaching English is not my forte...I am more confident to teach Math rather than teaching English..Don't ask me why, but I'm not good enough to teach English..I myself don't know why am I qualified to do TESL as my degree...maybe it's because my mom..

My Buench is still in Kemaman right now..another ergh because he is so near but I cant go see him..haiya.....his taking the night bus again for his trip home..This time around the 12 a.m bus..Praying he will have a safe journey home...^_^

Friday, December 11, 2009

Lesson of the Day

Jangan berkira untuk menolong orang yang memerlukan bantuan anda

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Cute Wedding Photo

Taken from here

Friday, December 4, 2009

Me Vs Poka

Remember my friend Poka?My close friend..

Well, recently I've removed him from my FB list..Evil Laugh..Why?

It was just because a very silly matter - I found out that I'm not one of the helper in his Cafe World anymore..

Yes..It is silly isn't it? But if you were me..You would do the same thing too..

The first thing that came to my mind when I found out about this is, this must be his GF's job a.k.a removing me from the waiter list..She definitely wants me to be out of her beloved boyfriend life..Sorry girl..I am part of his life and it will remains...

So, Poka,
I know you are reading this..This is the main reason why I removed you from my list...Please..Don't be mad..All the reasons I gave you are still valid..^_^

p/s --> to my beloved Incik Bunch, I love you ^_^

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Before & After


A friend: Apa plan after hbs?
Me: Lepak umah sampai Jun 2010..Cool huh?
A friend: Koa tamao kerje?Duit?
Me: Hmm..Betul gak kan..tapi..aku nak relax2 dulu..nak tido sampai puas...Duit? berjimat2 la dgn allowance yang mak aku bg..huhuhuhu..

After ( 3 days after leaving Shah Alam for good)

Me: Babe!! aku dah tak larat nak duk rumah...
Aw Miaw: Hua hua hua hua hua hua..