Wednesday, December 15, 2010


We are officially done with the headache of wedding preparation....O yeah!
everything went well I suppose for our sambut menantu reception,despite minor-there-and-there problems...my ex housemates came and I have new frens now...muahahaha..
Ive been spending days and days at KB since last friday..and I'm yet still don't know when will we be going back to our own nest a.k.a dungun..I somehow have started missing the things I left at dungun...

Well,speaking of Machang..Hubby got through for the second interview..and I'm still waiting for the exact date for the second interview..The dean of the faculty I'll be attached to later was not free on the supposed date for the second interview..hmm..I might not be going to the second interview kot..

O yeah,pregnancy..It's already in its 7th week and I'm started to have the loyaness and ewness on certain foods...I can't stand d smell of any type of gulai and curry..how am I going to survive here in KB?It seems like every house I went to for the post sambut menantu must hv curry or gulai as one of the dishes...huhuhu.

The in laws are great and so does the relatives...Alhamdullilah..^_^


currently craving for Nasi Lemak.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Alhamdulillah..I'm pregnant..
Yeay!for that, Ive gained 3kg..T_T.
yeay!new shoes and clothes!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

my not-so-close grandmother has just passed away approximately at 930p.m today...
so long Nek..may you rest in peace

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

"What can I do to forgive and forget the damages she has caused me?
What can I do to make me feel better again and have back my happiness,confidence, & trust?
I know I am better than she is..but..
the damages she's done are too deep and too much.."

I know it'll take a looot of time for me to recover..
though I feel like I can already get over it..
the wound is still open and I myself don't know when will it fades away...

For the time being, the best medicine is just to ignore and be thankful for every single happy things that have taken place in the past 7 months...

p/s --> o yeah, I got called for an interview at UiTM Machang for the post I've applied..but this needs to be put on hold since I will only be going for it If my superhero got called for the post he applied too..

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Eid Mubarak..
I had a relax eid mubarak..4 movies in a row..cool huh?it's all thanks to my beloved husband who is a great downloader..O yeah o Yeah! ^_^
this semester was obviously a very challenging period for me..I am juggling myself hard in order to adapt to my status as a teacher,student...and then there came the very unexpected events..the man i love asked my hand for a marriage on the same week i started my class as masters students and the wedding took place two months later..with me ending my first semester as someone's wife - it is something i never think of to happen when I start my semester..

It was indeed a dark period i would say..stress isn't and will not be my best friend..the working commitment,the assignment i need to be done with in a very short notice,the wedding preparation and the obligation I've to oblige to as a daughter,wife,teacher and student..and o yea'h..i've shed too many liters of tears..

Somehow,without me knowing the stress is gone..and I think I've managed it well..Of course with the help my beloveds - mom,sis,brothers and husband..

well..the point of this post is actually to express how happy I am as I've just find out the result of one of my masters subject..I thought I've failed it as I did very bad for both quizes..^_^

that's that...less than a month before our second event which wud b the thanksgiving reception at Kelantan..I know it wud b a fantastic reception and for that I want to shed more of my unwanted weight...pray we well..^_^

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Yeay!we've been a happily married couple for 2 months..^_^


i know..this post is lame..i dont care..

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Dita von Teese cantik...
Kim Kardashian cantik..
Katty Perry pun cantik...

Friday, November 12, 2010

cute dresses,shirt and funny videos of babies have succesfully trigger my motherhood..
i want to have babies..can we have one hubby?

Saturday, November 6, 2010

in a way have met/seen all the exes...
1,2,and 4 share similarity - and I still think I'm better looking than the three..
3..hmm..not so...but yet better looking than the 3..
nasib baik..if not...lgla tainted self confident even though I don't find any of the exes superbly gorgeous..muahahaha...gila perasan

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I dream of Machang..
I want to start a new life there..can I?
I won't mess around this time..Please..
seriusly dah jauh hati...
sangat tak best perasaan nie..
I want to start a new life, in a new environment...
please...
make this dream comes true..

Monday, November 1, 2010

i feel down..super down.. i seriusly need to check in myself in to the self confidence rehad...

Sunday, October 31, 2010

I dont want to put up hatred emotional posts anymore
I want to stop hating people around me and be more sensible and mature

Monday, October 25, 2010

NISA
You are a slut and will forever remain as one..He will never be your happy ending..
how i wish to be able to call you slut on your face and tell you that I have your deepest darkest secret..Be thankful that I keep it safe..
how are you going to mend my broken shattered heart?
I'm going to keep it and use it when the time comes..Yes!damn it..I can be such a great evil person..

Monday, October 18, 2010

I don't find my job exciting anymore

Friday, October 15, 2010

have been having evening nausea for the past 3 days ..today the whole day been spending trying not to vomit and it's worsen with headache..T_T..i''ve been having breast pain also and I'm over extra emotionally these week..dang, are these pregnancy signs..though I want to have one ASAP..i don't think I'm ready yet..
It's been 4 weeks..Yeay!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

If I had a daughter, or a son, or both and many..These will be the priceless advices from me to them:

1. NEVER /DON'T HAVE ANY SORT OF SEXUAL INTERCOURSE WITH YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND..kiss on the cheek,hug and holding hands, boleh..but don't go beyond that...

2. Will you please never call your special friend as suami tercinta or isteri tercinta

3. Never please or refrain yourself from giving any form of jewellery to your special friend - this is for the son only

4. Never you please bring your special friend for a night or two over to our home..For short visit and meal boleh...nak tidor-tidor masa weekend..NO NO...after solemnization only can you have your special someone to sleep at our home

5. Don't spend too much time with your special friend a.k.a if you can refrain yourself from meeting him the better...not that I don't like you spending your time with your precious darling, but you will lose the excitement of going out with him/her once you are legal and halal for your darling tu..

6. Please, don't get too involved with the family of your darling too early i.e before the merisik..If not, when you get into fight with your darling, you'll be in a mess...and I don't want to help you for that..

7. If towards the end of your degree,you decided to work in a field where Master Degree is a must, straight away continue with your Master Degree..Mummy and Daddy will find ways to be financially ready for that..

8. You are not allowed to go on a vacation with your darling..seriusly..this will be another big No No from me..even with friends..if you insist to still go with it, you have to bring one of the family member to accompany you..or worse, mummy and daddy will tag along..muahaha...

I think, that's that for the time being..^_^

Saturday, October 2, 2010

i shudn't have this hatred towards you,but you started it first though it was hidden from me by someone who loves me most...He WAS your HISTORY..and yes, you lose and don't blame me for your lost..


gosh..I wish you read this..but unfortunately..nope..sigh..I hate you loser..

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

The people I like to spend my weekend with...my new family,The in-laws..masih berbangga sebab brother in law pakai checkered shirt yang saya pilih dan kelihatan hensem bergaya..muahaha..spend last weekend with them,attending prince charming convocation..

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Happy 1 week Anniversary !
^_^

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


just bought myself a cybershot tx-9 camera in gold...yeay!^_^

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

I was a walking volcano and I don't want to be that kind of person anymore..
How could u?
I thought everything has been settled of and you are done and over with it..
and now, how can I ever be in peace if you didn't?

Sunday, September 19, 2010

being a wife turns me into a happier person...muahahaha...no more mood swing

Saturday, September 18, 2010




Alhamdulillah,everything went well..I am now happily married to my only prince charming..^_^
Yeay!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

sneak preview..

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

I'll b someone's wife in less than 50 hours..
^_^

Friday, September 10, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin!

^_^

Thursday, September 9, 2010

i never thought that I will end my singleness this year..

today is the last day for ramadan..also,will be my last day of ramadhan as single..muahahaha

seven days to go..^_^

Wednesday, September 8, 2010


I don't want to wake up early this morning..I just want to sleep and laze around..However,that's not gonna happen since I have lots of work to do at the office and my wedding is just 8 days away..
so,I woke up dreadfully..do some cleaning and organizing and went off to the office..
I texted the beloved asking where he was, and he said he is still at his house doing some housework...everything seems normal until the moment I entered my office and guess what I've found..^_^...please scroll below























finally, the proposal and the ring...hahaha..sumpah termakan cerita cinta mat salleh, so that's the reason for the happening of the best event of my life so far...hahaha..mmgla it was me who wanted to have him propose to me together with a ring..but that was before the merisik and bertunang..since everything have gone upside down...I thought I wouldn't get that considering that he's been busy with work and wedding and other important stuff and short of money....nevertheless..superlagorgeousla happy..lagi lagi tao it is white gold and diamond not silver and fake diamond..muahahaha..takpela..kalao silver and fake diamond pun tak kisah, asalkan cincin..haha...gosh..seriusly..super la sangat happy...

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

9 more days to go and I still don't get the excitement of getting married yet..
with simple stuff that my parents make a big deal out of it without considering the effect it has on me for the rest of my life...I'm so stress out...

ergh..yes..we should love our parents..but if you get the kind of parents I have..sigh...
don't judge the book by its cover..my parents are cool parents to others,but to me,I just want a normal parents..

yes..

i won't regret for posting this post...

Saturday, September 4, 2010

no honeymoon for me..dang..
a day after the solemnization,have to attend my master class in KT...
a night in KT perhaps?^_^..
muahahahaha...
as much as I want to have kid ASAP..I think it is better to not have one during my studies..I can't afford to have one..I'm too busy with my study and work..let alone another child in tow...I want to be involved in the child's first stage development..I don't want to miss their first word,first walk,first laugh,and first everything...this means,I have to wait till 2012 then..

takpela..It means, more times to spend with the beloved..Yeay!

Friday, September 3, 2010

yeay..done for the booking of room for our first 2 nights of the road trip..we are still thinking of what to do and where to stay for the last night of our road trip..yeay!!

alangkah bagus kalao bnyk cuti and banyak duit..

Thursday, September 2, 2010

yeay!another shirt from beloved..^_^


i know I shouldn't do this, but these kids surely are the best students I ever had..they never fail to make me laugh with their antiques...and they are hardworking..

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

you are my partner, my friend, my strength
my everything...
and everyday I thank Allah for sending you to me during my darkest hour..
You shined me away from the darkness..
Thank you for always be by my side through all the bumpy road so far..

another 14 days..

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

aduyai...journal critique and research proposal...
I'm stuck in this little office of mine during public holiday with lots of reading,and reviewing that needed to be done before this Saturday.....
T_T

Monday, August 30, 2010

I'm stressing out..T_T
works,studies,wedding,stuff...
T_T

Sunday, August 29, 2010

wah...18 days left...and soon will have to get used to be called Pn.Safia....waaahhh!!!...
kekeke..

am still excited with the thought of our prehoneymoon roadtrip..Yeay!^_^

Saturday, August 28, 2010

aish..can't wait for our pre-honeymoon..it'l be a great 4 days road trip..yeay!!^_^

Friday, August 27, 2010

finally..after 4 hotels, have finally made reservation for room to stay during our visit to Skudai..Yeay!
credit: here

have your heart ever get shattered into billionz tiny pieces?I have..let me count..one..two..three..and let me tell you, the feeling is disastrous..the feelings is like your light,luck have been taken away from..you lose hope in life..and all you want to do at the moment is to cry and mend your broken heart..It's not easy..seriusly..

In the case of mine..A knight in shining armor and blue flowers took me away from all those negative feelings...He mend my broken heart..He has turned me into a better person..and I am very grateful for that..If it wasn't for him, I don't know what will happen to me..One thing for sure, I will not be as happy as I am now without him..

It's been 5 months since our first ABJ trip, and 4 months 2 weeks since we've became exclusive..and next month on the 16th we'll be officially husband and wife..Yes, I know,you can say anything you like as we only know each other not nearly 6 months and yet on our 5th month as exclusive we'll be tying the knot..But well, we've found each other and both of us had this great feeling that we are meant for each other..We are done with all heartbreaking moments and since we now have each other..why don't we just tie the knot and make it official?

indeed,Allah is the greatest..and only He knows what is best for us..


Attending his convocation ceremony will be our first long distance journey as husband and wife..
this too will be our pre-honeymoon..as we have to wait for the real honeymoon for another 3 months perhaps..
yeay!!dah bleh book hotel...hohoho..^_^

Thursday, August 26, 2010

my wedding is just 21 days away...though it won't be as magical I've expected it to be..I will be grateful no matter how will the event will be..so far, important stuff like the dresses for solemnization n reception,hantaran,wedding invitation and doorgifts are all settled..only teeny miny things left...

Dear Allah,
please let everything goes smoothly..

Friday, August 20, 2010

Thursday, August 19, 2010


credit: here
You are the most exciting, most amazing, most horrifying thing in my life. I’m just so afraid of losing you.
i want to be like this FOREVER..

o ya, d day we bought the jersey, South Korea lose to Uruguay and hence lose their chance to qualify to the next round..T_T..
it's a good shirt though..minus the fact that I've to wear the hand sock..if not, seriously will look like ayam bogel..

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

29 more days

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I super love my wedding planner..^_^

Wednesday, August 11, 2010


ignore the grammar errors..I'm too happy for my name is included in the thank-u list for his Masters...^_^..

^_^

Thursday, August 5, 2010

okeh...the happy day is just days away and I still haven't figure out what to wear for the event..
I kinda want a simple yet chick and beady modern kurung...hmm...

O God,Please let me found decent dress with affordable price next week..

^_^
yet..another trip to JB...for Abstract and submission of hard cover for his Masters..
T_T
i hate negative vibes from you

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

hati siapa yang patut awak jaga bagus2 sekarang?
hati saya ke hati dia?

saya message kawan saya tue pun,saya bagitau pasal kewujudan awak dalam hidup saya..
awak jaga hati dia pun,dia ada kisah ke?
hati awak sakit,saya yang kisah kan?
bukan die..jadi?



stress..

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Love,
I love you now and forever

Monday, August 2, 2010

To the friend I used to be closed with- POKA,
so,even though we didn't contact each other anymore..I still know your news..
I saw you on paper last week..and it's good for I know you are happy with your life..
and just now I get the news that you've broke up with her...
for whatever reason it is..I will always pray for your happiness.
may you find your perfect match soon..
and experience the kind of happiness I'm having now....
you are a great guy,even though sometimes you are a bit annoying..And I'm sure Allah have prepared for you a great girl..It's just you haven't met her or haven't realised she's the one...
whatever it is, I'm sure you'll be just fine..

I'll be engaged soon..and maybe will be tying the knot on the same day..
for that, I want you to be there..to be part of my happiness..

I met the man I love now right after I've ended our last call..So, I guess I owe you for that..

will be engaged on September 17th,2010..who knows it will be a solemnization event as well..
for that, everything(kursus kahwin,medical checkup,forms) needs to be settled before September 1st,2010..

Dear Allah, please make this easy for us..

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.
I've found my dream house..It's not for rent..and I don't have enough money to buy it..Perfect location, perfect size, perfect everything..It's just that MKB don't like it for it's facing the beach...

but i guess, let say la I have enough money to buy the house, I don't think I will buy it..I would rather buy a piece of land and build a new house on it..

I would only buy the house IF I'm super duper rich..^_^

tapi serius..rumah tue super comel..rumah papan warna putih dua tingkat menghadap laut dan mpunyai laman yang besar...

Sunday, July 25, 2010

I don't care..I still wanna voice it out..This is my blog, so I am allowed to write anything I want.^_^

Baby dear!Mohd Khairul Bazli Mohd Aziz!!
Thank u!U've made my day!
It feels like I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have you ^_^
You are the best future husband anyone can have
Thank God, you are mine ^_^

I'm taking back every single words and emotion I had yesterday..
I had the best belated birthday celebration..The BEST!!^_^
a bouquet of roses in the office after class,
a surprise delicious cake
and then the students surprised me with another delicious cake and presents - 3 pretty shawls and brooch and a sweet happy bday card ^_^..flattered gila oke!
terharu I tao!^_^..rasa guilty pun ada because I don't think I'm a great fun good teacher to them..
aish..memang kena berusaha betul2 la mengajar dorang...
Ive had the best day..future mother-in-law bagi coklat in the shape of cute roses...
lucky me aren't i?muahahaha...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

don't break my heart if you don't want your heart to end up shattered into millions pieces..


pffffttttt....
I had the worst birthday celebration
there's practically no celebration
at all
T_T

I don't accept excuses..I don't care..

Thursday, July 22, 2010

I miss you even more than I could have believed
and I was prepared to miss you a good deal
I have a hectic life..full stop
no time to rest..
no time to play..
luckily I still have the time to be with my MKB..
tomorrow is my 24th birthday and I don't have the mood to celebrate...

assignment..T_T

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Kadangkala apabila doa tidak dimakbulkan...Maknanya Allah sedang merancang sesuatu perkara yang lebih baik daripada apa yang kita doakan...
okeh...I should be thankful for my parents will be the official sponsor for my engagement...The thing is, I don't feel comfortable with it..okeh..I'm not saying that I'm blessed with big amount of pay..but, for this event, I want to be able to use my own money..after all, it is my event..waa..tolongla..I'm working but still lives with the parents and now they want to sponsor my engagement..Okela,kalao for the catering and tents tue boleh la..tapi, kalao bab hantaran tue bleh tak let it be from my own money..it is after all gifts from me to my future husband..and the engagement will b few days bfore his birthday-aish,gila best mcm tue dpt bnyk hadiah...

another thing is,I want to have the say for this event..tolongla..jangan bnyk pot pet pot pet...its 8 weeks away and the date is not finalised yet..so, be cool and enough with the engagement talk..let me handle it..

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Baby,
I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go.
I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know.
And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you, each and every day.
I thought I loved him, but he had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is..and im thankful for the heartbreak...Now Ive found my true love..

Monday, July 19, 2010

changing of status...muahahaha

dang...too many assignment due this week...need to catch up with my reading..T_T...

Saturday, July 17, 2010

sometimes, it's better not to know the truth rather than knowing it...

I will still hold to the belief ''ignorance is a bliss''

but, how could I ignore it if I already knew it?and the truth just pop up to my face and I wasn't expecting it?

damn...

Thursday, July 15, 2010

my past is boring but still will not regret with all the stupid thing I've done..

yes..will be engaged and be married to the man i LOVE very soon...

muahahaha..

10.12.10
^_^




images from perfectpallete

which one?

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Monday, July 12, 2010

DO NOT JUDGE MY DECISION AND MAKE REMARKs ON IT
U TOO ARE NOT WISE in deciding things..
SO BACK OFF..


ergh!!I shud be excited but now I don't...this is all your fault!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

They are here...aish..nervous gila..

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Yes!tak sabar menanti lusa..

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Dedicated Exclusively for my only MKB ^_^

10/7/10..^_^
OMG!so soon...Ah..Excitednya!muahahahaha...
3 hari lagi..^_^

Friday, July 2, 2010

15 hari dan 78 hari sahaja lagi...oh excitednya!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

oh tidak!Taeyang dah mempunyai imej macam laki gatal..Oh geli!!

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Yeay! July will start tomorrow!!..What excites me most are my birthday and the happy day are just days away..Kurpeus,take note...i want better gift than what you've given her last March...first stage of happy day tak dikira as my birthday present ye because it will only be held middle of July - gelak evil..

So,so far..Life is treating me good..No more crying in the middle of the night..^_^..and I'm now planning my happy day..Yeay!no fix date yet but yes,it will be just days away...ah!bahagia!^_^

Yeay!tomorrow is the first of July and I still have a job..Alhamdullilah...will teach better and with a more relax mind..^_^..Last semester was a disaster for me...I don't know what to teach..Luckily only 3 students failed my subject..somehow it shows that, ''Hei darl, you can do this job..Just be calm,relax and don't stress out yourself''..

I'll start my M.Ed class this July 9th..but hey, due to my future plan..have to skip one day in one of the weekends in July..man..nervous nervous...


man..have to start be more focus,and a time manager..Luckily I only have 4 days of working day..Yeay!I love my workplace...muahahaha..

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

We are just couple of weeks away to make it official..

ah..excitednya!^_^


Saturday, June 26, 2010

June 22,2010

The TOP GUN...Cool ride!this is less freaky than the ferris wheel..
The ferris wheel..super freaky..

The view from ferris wheel
Kurpeus..sorry..u look so much like a jantan gatal in this..



Thursday, June 24, 2010

one step closer...

muahaha..

will make a scrapbook as a remembrance of it..

^_^

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Safia Ibrahim is never as happy as she is today..

It feels like living a fairytale life..seriusly

muahahahaha...

Everything is going in a great unexpected path..

never did it occur to my mind to be as happy as I am today, 2-4 months ago

Allah..Please let this happiness stays forever and decades...

Yes..through out the journey to this state of happiness, I did lose..But I think, Allah has given me lots of better things...

Alhamdulilah...

Monday, June 21, 2010


13/6/2010 - Cameron Highland..si kembar bukan kembar yang sudah remaja..muahahaha

13/6/2010 - Short trip to Cameron Highland..Strawberry plucking..huahuaha..

13/6/2010 - Si beruang dan Pot..cool la konon...

13/6/2010 - dinner at the so not tasty food court..penuh gila orang..

13/6/2010- Meet the Parents..

14/6/2010 - McD Lumut..kawin2 talk with Najwa and Amy..

We've been friends since we were still sweet 16..she's getting married..Yeay!

17/6/2010 - The Curve with the family..Prince of Persia and did some shopping..wee ^_^

19/6/2010 - Master registration and went to U-KISS!ME greet and meet session..damn cool sebab the tix were free...went with Kurpeus,Mak Lang and Ber

Luckily he ended up liking it..hohoho..

U-KISS and their sexy moves

hero hindustan yang kini juga suka KPOP..muahahaha

me..KPOP fans since September 2009..Thank youla Tehzu..kekeke

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Suddenly missing my USJ 4 students..
oh dear..It's been a year..

Saturday, June 12, 2010

omgosh...May and June seem like wedding and engagement months..I suddenly being rained with invitation for wedding and sudden engagement news..

So what ticks me for this post?Just a few minutes ago, I received news about two of my classmates during the B.Ed..both of them are males..and YES! they are getting engaged..One was my b.ed classmate..the other one was my pre-degree classmate..oke..the pre-degree hasn't graduated yet..and he has asked the girl's hand for marriage..wah!sgt bagus la kao!..oh..sangat teruja dengan decision dia to be engaged/commited to the girl before getting a job..salute la!oke..the truth is..I was shocked when i heard their engagement news..these 2 guys are party people and their decision to get hitch early sangatla patut dipuji..never occurs in my mind they'l decide to get hitch this early..bagusla kamurang!!sangat bagus!

When is mine?can i say, i prefer to skip the engagement part and want to NIKAH terus..less hassle and money,energy,emotion saving..don't you think?

Baby dearie..cepat cepatla siapkan thesis awak tue..saya dah tak sabar nak shopping barang tuk kawin...nak plan hal wedding...you know the real reason why I wanted to get hitch fast kan?so?be quick darling..^_^

Thursday, June 10, 2010

i'm going off for a week..finally, the long awaited family holiday..blurgh..itu pun sebab ada hal kena settle di Perak..if not,confirm tidak akan ada..and we will just spend few days di Gombak..hohoho..registration for M.Ed is next Saturday..me a future M.Ed student?dang..macam tak sesuai je.

Oh, a week without Mr.Kurpeus?will I survive?will have to wait...



p/s--> in awe with those who can cope with long distance relationship..me?I can't kot..

Saturday, June 5, 2010

mari mencari tiang letrik warna hijau!
jumpa suda!yeay!

hampir tiba ke destinasi

dah gelap..mari pulang..

gaya seorang yg terer memanjat slipery rock

muka puas hati



Friday, June 4, 2010

we've been parted not more than 4 hours and i've started missing him..

sigh...

happy day,please come faster..

i don't want to count the days nimore..
i want to:
forgive
forget
move on - check
start a new life -check
masih excited dengan gambar-gambar konvo...hohoho..

yes!saya nampak lagi muda dari dia..hohoho

Monday, May 31, 2010


I Think - Byul

I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But I don't want to make excuses anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

Why didn't I know that it was you,
Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can I see love.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

Sunday, May 30, 2010