Saturday, February 27, 2010

Big Bag - from left to right, G-Dragon,Seungri,Taeyang,Daesung, TOP

Originally, I like abang TOP..But after awhile, I seem to like Taeyang more than TOP..This is all because of his Wedding Dress video which I found quite similar to what I've gone through the past three years..well you can watch the video here (courtesy of YouTUBE)

He got that rawr and cute! I like!!
Yes readers, I know I'm being childish..but I can't resist myself from being obsessed with this rawr guy...futhermore I teach teenagers so I'm allowed to be influenced by their interest..A good teacher knows the students interest..huahuahua..lame reason.. ^_^

Well, I think its normal for a human being to put the blame of everything that happened to someone else..In my case, the blame should be put on this sexiah lady who sits next to me..She superlike G-Dragon.we've been friend for 5 years I guess..To be truth, she's quite annoying and she's been using her cuteness to soften my heart..damn it kan!...

p/s --> incik shah, that's why I ask you to do the mohawk style...huahuahua

Friday, February 26, 2010

mom told me that my dad will be buying me ehem ehem...I hope its true...I've been wanting that ehem ehem for so long..If he bought it for me, I can spend more money on other stuff..hehehe...

Wednesday, February 24, 2010


its engagement and wedding season...

i don't know
i just don't know

is it because of the hormone?
or work?
or is it simply because of me?

sigh..I don't enjoy my life much now...

it sucks...

Why can't you just let me do things I WANT TO DO?
I know it'll be a good future for me...
I don't want to be stuck here and lead a veeeeeeerrrrrrryyyyyyyyy boring life like you did..

But heck!who am I to say that to the person?
he/she be sulking,whining and labeling me as a very ungrateful person...
the person that never appreciate the things he/she've done to her..

oh and then here comes the drama, she'l be broadcasting this to people who knows me
..shit la kan!
babi kan?kao igt kao perfect sangat!!
Hell no!

way to go &**%^!

O dear 'that person'
I want to experiment my life..
I want my life to be exciting..
I want to be able to say
"oh,I've done that when I was in my 20s"
"It's fun you know, you should give it a try"
when I'M OLD
I don't want to regret the things I've didn't give a try to..
like you did..
like you always did...
I don't want to be like you
end up like you...

Do I have the guts to say out my opinion?
No! I dont
How I wish I have that in me...
the power that can make be able to say 'no' to the things I don't want to do...

Monday, February 22, 2010

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again (Perry & Timbaland 2009)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I like these names - Adia, Umar, Jasmin, Yusuf
I love my job but it bores me..SIGH..
kufur nikmat betul aku

Tuesday, February 16, 2010


Thursday, February 11, 2010

2nd marriage proposal...damn it!
perlu la kao bagi aku proposal camtue time aku tengah bergaduh dengan incik Shah...

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

you've busted my heart

Sooo in love with the GLEE show..this song clearly shows my feelings right now...bergh..

Song Version..

Video Version..

Monday, February 8, 2010

I want my Goku back

Sunday, February 7, 2010

O dear MKB ^_^ : updated

Yesterday my cousin listed a list of things she wanted her fiance to know..I found it interesting..

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.NOT IMPORTANT

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside. DONE

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her. DONE

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go. DONE

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention. DONE

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back. DONE

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful. - DONE

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word. DONE

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind. DONE

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh. - DONE

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.- DONE

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand. KNOWN

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers. -DONE

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold. DONE

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does. DONE

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything. DONE

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better. DONE

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you. DONE

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever. DONE dah kot

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go. DONE

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it. DONE

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up. DONE

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you. DONE

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends. DONE

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world. DONE

#38 Let her wear your clothes. I can't do this..T_T

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. DONE

#40 Let her know she's important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain. I've to wait for a couple of months dulu for this..

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

i was texting my frend while on my feet when I suddenly lose control over my balance and started to get very light headed..
what's wrong with me?

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Yup..again...another accident..we've lost another soul..
Rest in Peace dear..

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Deeply saddened by the lost of another soul..Though she's not my student, her lost will be felt
Al-fatihah o dear Noor Raheda Badu Hisham