Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Why can't you be by my side when I need you?




Yes!You SHAHRIZAL HUSSIN

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

3 job screening next week..perlukah nak buat sekaligus suma?
susah nak pilih tao.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Nak pergi bercuti..berspa..bermassage..bersama orang tercinta..
I had two student-related incident this morning..

Incident 1:

I texted a student to come to my room to get handouts for today's lesson..waited for 5 minutes, he's nowhere to be seen..called him, no reply..2 minutes after that I received this text "Sorry miss, today I feel so sleepy & maybe I will come late or don't come to the class"..

WTF??????

Incident 2: 2 hours after the first incident.

Asked my student the being of her bestfriends...she replied "they went to Kuantan".."what for?" asked me.."they are looking for their dinner dress".."oh..oke"..I then run the class as usual..while waiting for students to finish their exercise, i received a text from an unknown number.."Miz..sorry..I can't attnd ur clss tday..i've got fver..****"..I replied by "fever in kuantan?, have fun"

the second incident didn't make much impact on me coz I can make fun out of the text..I told them to be extra careful when skipping class...

As for the first incident..It did make an impact on my morning..but it doesn't affect on my teaching performance..Anyhow, I hate my SUNDAY 8am class - i'm not a morning person and so do my students..If you take a look at the attendance sheet, you can spot lots of O in the Sunday class line..ONLY 15 turned up to the class today..

Friday, March 26, 2010

how could you...
T_T

Monday, March 22, 2010

I really need to find a new job A.S.A.P and I LOST my resume..damn it..dah kena wat resume baru..

Friday, March 19, 2010

Saturday..the best time to introduce Incik Bunch to the parents..huahua

Thursday, March 18, 2010


Biengul Biengul by U-Kiss..
The video a bit gayish..heck..i don't care..the beat makes you want to move your pingul..huahuahua..still like 2PM and BigBang more..huahahaha
My classmate's entry reminded me of why I decided to refrain myself from making any sort of communication to those who look for me only when he/she has gotten himself/herself in a poop hole..sucker gila kan?

I know one of them reads my blog..So sucker,if you find out that you are blocked from viewing my FB profile or you are not in my list anymore..Huahahaha..I don't want to be friend with you anymore..Childish am i?I don't care..Badmouth me as much as you want..I just don't care...If I can hate one of my blood, I sure can remove you F.O.R.E.V.E.R from my life..

You are nothing to me, and I don't lose anything without you by myside..


oh,sangat hitam entry hari ini..

Wednesday, March 17, 2010


Missing my uni life..
Confession is the best stress reducer...

I don't know that confessing will make you feel better..It does to me..^_^..

I finally have the gut to officially tell my mum that I don't want to continue my contract as a lecturer and I don't want to do M.Ed TESL - I will do my master, but not now..I want to explore the cold hard industrial/corporate world..I don't care if the pay is lower than what I've received for my current job..That's what life to me is..Try and error..I never had the chance to be satisfied in the things I done...

I am a good daughter I guess..I follow everything that my parents desire me to be - be a hafiz-school student, go to technical school, be a TESL graduate, be a language lecturer,work in Dungun, be their colleague, stay with them..I've done all that..After this, let me handle it by myself..

Yes, I know..They ask me to do it for my own sake..They want me to have a good life..But that's not a good life to me..A good life to me is being able to be satisfied with what you are doing..Be able to put the blame to yourself..Be able to choose your own path..be able to have adventurous life..be able to not know what life has for you...

I never feel this at-peace feeling before about my life,my future..

Jobstreet.com..Here I come..huahuahuahua..


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Yes..Another 3 weeks to go..huahuahua..

Saturday, March 13, 2010


Oh leeteuk..adoi...

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Wooho!10 weeks have gone, 4 weeks to go...I'm thinking of giving this job another chance..I'm gonna stay until the end of the contract - 5 months.

If I still had hemorrhagic next month,I'll say auf wiendersehen to this noble job and will not go for the a-year contract post interview...

Last month I lose my balance on my way to the 'pasar malam'. So, this month, I had it too.This times around it came with a very painful headache & nausea - I had it for 3 day and its a very uncomfortable experience..I had to change 5 times, 3 hours per 1 max sanitary pad..It's bloody full..melimpah ruah tao tak!...messiness die memang tak ingat la...So, went to the doctor,did the tummy scan..Thank goodness it's just hemorrhagic..If something that shudn't be in my tummy exist, lagi la haru..

Yes, this noble job is stressful - to me..If you are not doing it correctly, you'll mess up other people's future..that's what I believe in...I've been working for 10 weeks non-stop..During the weekend I still have to prepare,plan lesson for my students..Even that, I don't think its enough for them...

sigh..

Hemorrhage is the medical term for bleeding, usually excessive bleeding (in my case, during menses). http://www.healthscout.com/ency/1/002373.html

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

waking up with a smile on her face..^_^

Oh taecyon!

Monday, March 8, 2010

My students will be having their 1st test this Wednesday..instead of them, it's me who are risauing dan cuak pelbagai to let them sit for it...They want to get over it ASAP..sengal ubi tul,wat exercise pun masih 60-40 nak amek test cepat2...aish..the test will cover 25% of their total marks..and my subject is their core subject - 3 credit hours..

If 30% of my students fail their first test, I'll have solid reason why I should not be in this profession...man..I need to find another job soon...
I've had my monday morning yesterday...huahuahua

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Mom suddenly told me the 'tangga gaji' for DM41 and DM45...BIG OOOO! I would say..Damn it..terus rasa tak jadi nak berhenti..

Oh..tolong tabahkan hati ku ini and rasa konfident untuk mengajar mereka...
damn it!

is this a sign from Allah that I should continue doing this noble job?...aish...
feels like quitting her job

Friday, March 5, 2010

To those who knew me very well, it's something not surprising if I said that I've lost my mobile phone...Yes..I'm clumsy..I do admit to that statement..It's my nature to misplace my mobile..but usually I managed to find it..

The fruit of this not-so-good-behavior have bloomed last Tuesday..GDI..I finally have misplaced my mobile phone FOREVER...That's what I thought when I finally come to a conclusion that I will never ever found my mobile phone...

Well, it's not for long though..Someone found my phone and send it to the guard..Lucky am I?hohoho..

I did reward the nice lady some amount of money- she's a cleaner at my workplace..It feels good to make people happy...no wonder OPRAH likes to give good things to people...

Somehow I feels like this incident is ALLAH's way to show to me that I SHOULD kept myself aaaaaaaaaawaaaaaaaaaaayyyy from that person -I lost my phone after I made call to that person..

What say you?