Wednesday, April 28, 2010

semoga impian 6 bulan tercapai..



I'll be yours...



Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Hang on

Help is on the way

and stay strong

And everything,

Everything will be FINE

in no time at all...
(Jason Mraz, Details in Fabric)
being concern doesn't include questioning my actions,trust, judgement and his's..

I know the risk I've taken..and I am more than willing to face it if I failed..

Ergh..Jaga kain sendiri please..

Life isn't always about good things..It has to come together with horrible things too..

SO, If I failed this one...There must be one valid reason Why I failed it..

At the moment, let's just go with the flow...

I like the flow of my life at the moment...Even though it's a roller coaster ride...

a beautiful mess?




Monday, April 26, 2010

Despite the challenges and bumps

I will always be by your side..

Will always be..

as long as you don't break my heart
sangat teringin mengofficialkan rahsia diri dan gambar bersama...

tapi takpe...

tinggal beberapa bulan sahaja - sungguh konfiden ayat ini...



Sunday, April 25, 2010

pernah rasa tak geram sangat dengan orang sekeliling?

aish..kenapa perlu nak rasa sangsi dengan orang yang awak tak kenal betul betul lagi?

tak bagus tao tak if you just listen to satu side sahaja...

You have to listen and get to know both side dulu..after that you nak wat conclusion apa-apa

ka...buatla..nak kata ka,apa ka..sukati..

perlu ke nak saya keluarkan kebitchian saya?


saya nak jadi perempuan melayu terakhir...


dosa saya sendiri dah memang banyak...

tolong jangan paksa saya keluarkan kejahatan saya...dan menambah dosa yang dah memang

memberatkan bahu kiri saya ini..


jangan bagi saya marah tolong..

saya baru rasa hidup saya sangat bahagia...

jangan spoil lagi..

i love u forever and a day..


Saturday, April 24, 2010

back to normal..

no more roller coaster please..

tolong jangan tipu saya
I really am indeed living a roller coaster life

Dear Allah,

Help me..

Make me stronger...

Make him stronger..

Friday, April 23, 2010

saya semakin suka berjiwang jiwang karat...
gembira gembira...

Thursday, April 22, 2010

"We are not a loser if we lose..Instead we gained a lot out of it"

Dear Allah..

Please ease things up for my beloved..

I don't want him to have the kind of feeling I'm having at the moment..

Thank you for sending him to me..

Though I didn't get the post, I know you have planned better things for me...
I didn't get the post..

Hopefully, will still get to continue the package scheme...

bahagia ^_^

sangat bahagia

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

me & colleagues went to Sekayu Waterfall..We had lots of trip will either be to Tenggol Island or Pengkalan Chepa for food trip..hohoho..

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

saya dah kurang minat lelaki korea...

kini meminati lelaki berbulu mata lentik, berambut boboyz dan terer hal statistik...

Dear Allah


Please make time goes faster...

Please make everything goes smoothly...

Protect us from evil mind..

Monday, April 19, 2010

January,February,March, & April were a roller-coaster months for me..

I lose the battle - the love battle..

As you all know, I wasn't into my current job...But it was then..

Now, it's the best thing ever happen to me..I can see the appreciation, the love, the commitment made by my students - not just so they pass my paper but also because they wanted to improve - that is the most important thing..Personally, I am more than willing to let them pass my paper...They are a great bunch of kids..

I lose my 2 years 7 months battle..But I gain lot of new things..A lot of it..Alhamdulillah..

It's not that I don't suffer from the breakup..I did..I went teaching with red puffy eyes but still acted as if nothing happen..I have to..Come to think of it, I wasn't a good actress..I just can't act good for the post-2weeks of breakup..

And Alhamdulillah, I've gone through it in a matter of time..

I have a wonderful family and colleague and students..They are now my pillar...

To my former partner,
I'm sorry..
There's nothing much I can do to change this..
Thank you for every little things U've done for me..
I'm sorry for letting you down..
I'm sorry..
Million apologies..

Thursday, April 15, 2010

bought myself a new cellphone and new number..I'm gonna be celcom's fav customer..hohoho

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

it's not raining but I can see rainbow.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I know this may sound cruel..

Mr. Ex, Thank you for the 2 years,6 months,4 weeks and 2 day journey..

It was a nice journey..thank you for all the kindness you've showered me...

I'm sorry it didn't went as what we've planned..

I'm sorry...

You are a great guy..But we,together?, I can't see it happening..


I'm sorry..

I hope, U'll meet a better,nicer,more beautiful girl SOON..
mum told me that I look as if I have lose some of my excessive weigh..Yes,my body should..
I've not been eating (as I should) since the breakup..

The good side of breaking up is, I can lose weigh..I don't really eat...yesterday, I only had 1/4 of my nasi minyak, and half bowl of KFC garden salad..

or is it because of the interview?I'm done with the stage 1, and now currently am waiting for the 'precious call'..

Please Allah, let me have this Job..I have nowhere else to go..

Sunday, April 11, 2010

interviu day..nervous....
I so want this job now..

Friday, April 9, 2010

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Without forgiveness life is governed by... an endless cycle of resentment and retaliation. ~Roberto Assagioli

When you hold resentment toward another,you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger that steel.Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free ~ Catherine Ponder

Thus, in this sunny happy day, I would like to forgive and forget ..I'm starting a new leaf..

Goodbye sorrow & pain..Hello Joy & Happiness

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Dear Allah, Please mend this broken heart..

Please stop the tears..

Stop this suffering...

Make me stronger...

Friday, April 2, 2010

Riding emotional roller coaster

Thursday, April 1, 2010

*I wish I can post this on my class blog..

Though I only have 10% over your marks..I still have another 30% for FINAL - I'm the one whose gonna mark your 'well-written' essay 40%

you can dream on getting an A for my class..I had enough of you guys..

Yes..some of you deserve an A..but with the 'nice' attitude - so long students...

The more mercy for you..

this post is a dedication to my so called berlagak-pandai students....