Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I used to hate and envy u, but now after seeing u in person and your new photo, I guess I'm much better than you are..no wonder you hate me and curse me with many hideous thoughts..

but seriusly, didn't you go look yourself in the mirror first?

Sunday, March 27, 2011

we could be expecting for identical twins -girls...hooray! any gender would still be a hurray for both of us..hehehe... ^_^

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

SPM result is out..and my youngest brother,Popot gets 7As and 2Bs...he's the brainiest of the family...that's why he gets better result than me- I did superbly bad for my SPM....muahaha...Ina is brainiest too..she'll get better result lagi kot as she's more hardworking than Popot who is more laid back..

He still has a long journey ahead of him, but I bet it'll be a great one as compared to mine..May he gets to further what he wish for...but this sister of his superbly wants him to apply for pilot licence..muahaha...ada udang sebalik batu oke...nasib baik it's one of his list..what ever he applies for is oke for me..as long as he does it according to his interest and not because of others..He's a great kid with great creative mind..and I don't want it to get wasted..

Luqman, may you have a great fun student life and great future...and cepat2 la jatuh hati dengan perempuan and mengorat...aku tak sabar nak tengok pilihan hati kao..

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

This is how I was when I was 20 weeks and 3 days..

Monday, March 21, 2011

I have deactivated my Facebook account..It suddenly occurred to me that it brought in more negative influence than positive.. and I don't find it as a medium to reach for my friends anymore..Truth be told, I think Facebook has changed me and most of us into a stalker and great mami-jarum..Apart from that, I just don't have the time to log in and update my profile anymore...I don't upload photos or update my status...Someone has told me that Facebook has the power to wake the riak&takbur monsters in ourselves (a muslim term for someone who like to brag and show of)..It is true..don't you think?

So, I don't know how long will I deactivate my account..It could be for a short period of time or for forever..unless there's a need for me, I will activate it again..but I think I would just come up with a new account..the old one is filled with too many not so important people...IF I ever gonna have a Facebook account again, I will make a new one and this time around it's going to be superbly exclusive - it is for close friends and family members je..

oh,I've started to feel the babies' kick..sangat excited..They usually start kicking after Maghrib...hehehe...
I dreamt about that thing again...
I don't like it because I don't want it to come true...
Dear Allah, please don't make it come to life...


Thursday, March 17, 2011

Even though I don't have any relatives or friends who live in Japan..The catastrophe that have fallen upon them is indeed heartbreaking..It is sad..and all I can do from afar are to pray for Japan and hope that everything will go back to normal ASAP - even though I know it'll take them years and years to build back the things they have lost..

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Today marks our 6 months journey as husband and wife...^_^
May we get to celebrate more anniversaries together ..
I love you to death!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

too stress out with the unnecessary work that I've to do in which is actually not my responsibility and assignments in which the mark weighting superbly unbelievable considering the time given to complete it..

The lecturer must have been confused..adeh..the best thing is,the lecturer didn't want to accept any excuses..even though we've provided him/her with a very constructive reason - not one,but many okeh.....adeh..kitorang jumpe koa setiap minggu kot,and it's for 5 weeks je..not twice a month macam students kao yang lain...

stressssssss.....i want my tongkat ali coffee...but I can't have it since I'm pregnant...

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Wednesday, March 9, 2011

I'm too occupied with my life..adui..dunia dunia..

Thursday, March 3, 2011

After the subuh prayer, I was shocked with a very sharp pain in my lower abdomen..It was so painful I scream like its nobody business..The first pain lasted around 5 minutes the same goes with the second shock..there's a 10-15minutes rest in between it, ...luckily the doctor said it's nothing and the twins are as active as they usually are...both are in similar size..with one twin more clear visually than the other..hubby said the hidden one will be the most cheekiest and mischievous..

So far, we haven't bought anything for the twins yet..will do so when the twins in their 24th week kot..For the time being,we are still saving every penny we have for the twins and preparing the room for the twins to stay.they'll definitely going to sleep in the same room with us, the different is we are moving to the room one level lower..Considering that I'm becoming lazier to climb up the stairs and this is for my own good bila dah membuyung and berpantang,bilik bawah is the best solution....


Wednesday, March 2, 2011

we've been blessed with many things..and maybe this is Allah's way to let us know that we can not get everything we want in instant...all we have to do now is to be patience,pray more and hope everything will turn out just fine for our little humble family...

this is a tough week..2 of our relative have just past away and many bad events have come up lately..